Hello! It's been ages since i last blogged.. today had my first TS paper and right after that I suddenly felt strange and began to think why did i choose TS as my major? i feel that i am so ignorant and theatre doesnt seem to be what i am really interested in.. for the rest of my school life, i have never read so many books until i came to uni.. and frankly speaking i really hate reading books.. cos' i dont seem to digest all of the materials.. i guess im better at practical stuffs.. but i guess uni is more of theory and lots of theories.. thinking how these theories will benefit me next time? should i change major to communications & new media instead? or just stick to it? im so scared that i will flunk my exams this semester.. hai.. why am i so stupid sia..=(

stressed...

major playwrights especially.. going to die le la.. closed book one some more.. 8 plays to analyze.. open book exam i also like going to flunk le.. just copied everything from the notes.. dunno whether i copied blindly or not..

how can i learn to appreciate reading more?

i thought majoring in theatre studies should be fun.. but im struggling now.. T_T

Yesterday went for Dizi lesson with Lin laoshi.. went thru my solo piece "Xiao Ba Lu Yong Chuang Feng Suo Xian" for SYCO 25july concert. Was quite sad on thursday syco combine prac cos' didnt go thru my piece..
=((( actually was supposed to go thru de but then ran out of time.. the other songs took much longer time to rehearse than expected..so Mr Quek said go thru on mon.. and only left 2 more practices Mon & Fri and 1 full run rehearsal on Sun concert day itself. Hopefully everything will go smoothly ba.. Lin laoshi taught me Wan Nian Hong also.. actually the piece quite simple and short too..perhaps i'll teach that to my student..

after lesson, went home to put down things first and then met yy at Bugis =)) we went to watch movie @ Iluma..=) dont know why this was the 3rd time in one week that we watch movie tgt le.. quite enjoy going out with him..heehee..=D Find that he is really hao hao xian shen.. nowadays very hard to find guys like him le ba.. Then after movie we went to have dinner tgt and chatted until 1145pm..and took bus home tgt.. actually the twins asked me to go clubbing at Zouk.. but very late le.. then didnt want to go alone too.. so didnt join them.=( but then hopefully can meet them again some time next week for a swim!

Anyway, pls come and support SYCO CONCERT- NEW PALETTE OF SOUNDS on 25 July Sun 8pm @ Spore Conference Hall! Standard sistic tickets @ $12.. but i can get discounted tickets @ $10 each.. THANKS! =)))

May my solo piece go smoothly! need to practice really hard le!!! ^^

going for vocal lesson n RP's bday party later! yay =))

It's been a long while since i last blogged.. been very busy lately.. went to HK on 10-14june.. and on that afternoon of 10june, took my 3rd driving test and i freakingly failed it cos' everything just went wrong and bad on that day.. T_T HK was ok.. but think most fun was still Disneyland and Ocean Park.. shopping wise not that great or maybe cos' my sis planned the wrong places to shop.. all the expensive shops like the ones in ION -.- but enjoyed the days spent with my niece.. had a bit of quarrel with my sis but everything ok liao..

Then when i came back, had ICO prac to prepare for jarkata perf.. then flew to Jarkata on the 18june.. and returned on 23june. =) Going to Indonesia was the best time of my life! Especially going with so many friends.. enjoyed the last free n easy day at Bali! We went to Jarkata for performance (it was a success!!^_^) then to Jogjarkata (to see Borobodor) and lastly to Bali.. it was fun.. been to many sight seeing places.. had to bear with the terrible coach bus like sauna inside.. >.< but also enjoyed seeing how the monkeys were so "cute" and also the people attracting to us to psycho was to buy their "cool" stuff.. Then even formed a family for our group.. had maid Maria (Kwuan Boon), Maria's Maid Jembulah (EkJun), Lao Ye (Yu Yao), 3 Wives (Da Fu Ren, Er Fu Ren (Sophy & Clara) and San Fu Ren (Kenny)) and 1 Dog (Derek), 2 Family friends (Ying Shiang and I) lol!! =D it was so fun being with them!! De Li, Kenny, Derek and Kwuan Boon were especially funny la!! Told us so many jokes!! Sok Mun's laughter was contagious too!! Really missed the whole trip!! =( Love the beach and waves!! =)

Next final stop will be to Phuket on 4-7july with SRSCO peeps! 8 of us! hopefully it will be as enjoyable too! will be going snorkelling! whaha! =) looking forward to it.. and hope can go there do SPA!! whaha.. but sad cos will be missing syco combine next monday.. actually wanted to go through my solo.. but think only left 2 more prac.. hai.. hope everything will be smooth n good! will prac harder!! =)

Im broke..spent too much during this holiday.. T_T

I'm so freaking tired!! just had SYCO annual concert on saturday. It was better than rehearsals i think so still not bad.. didnt ask any friends to watch.. hai.. but really hope they'll watch my july 25th solo performance =) after concert, went to meet raymond and his friends Daniel, LiYi, WanYi and XingEr for Kbox.. initially wanted to watch movie with raymond de but changed plans. Singing was fun =)) they're fun to be with too =D glad that they didnt mind me joining them..

getting irritated by something.. hai..

feel so stressed.. confused.. worried.. all sorts of bad feelings..like i got so much to do but little time.. =(

today felt really uncomfortable..cos think only slept for 3hrs.. then had to wake up at 730am to go for ICO prac at Marine Parade CC.. till around 2plus 3.. freaking tired..then had lunch with them at Parkway Parade.. after that went home slept for 1.5hours..before going Regina's house for her 21st bday party with my sister =)) had fun playing games n catching up..

tmr teaching dizi, meeting, circuit driving and syco chalet..oh man!!! one whole day!!! can i tahan till tues morning w/o sleep? i guess i'll be like sleeping one whole afternoon on tues la..

so many things in my mind.. starting to think a lot.. lol.. hopefully tmr will be a good day..

hai.. T_T today's driving was horrible..and embarrassing /.\

went for ico prac after that.. only went thru 1 hr..-.- then after that went to mcD with xiangle, sumin and kwuan boon.=) had a great chat with them!! =)) kwuan boon told sumin and i a lot of face and beauty related tips!! =)) haha!! then went to buy the herbs for his recipe for face.. then after went to have dinner with him at Bugis =) nice chatting with him.hee..

after that syco prac.. tired..shagged..haix..

Yesterday was a happy day though tiring.. haha! first thing woke up saw my results.. and im happy that i've improved a little. But now my next aim is to hit 3.5 =) hee.. finally above 3 le and no C ^^ After that went to NAFA for prac for the Jarkata perf.. till 4pm.. tiring.. thought will go thru' my solo but didnt. then went to raffles meet shirley for salad and bit catch up..stomach was not feeling very well.hai.. then went to exchange HKD currency.. next thurs flying le! yay!!! then met michellebelle at tanjong pagar for subway dinner =) Daryl joined us..haha!! then had syco prac till 940pm.. tiring.. a new dizi guest player joined ting kai to play qudi..his name is jun cheng i think. didnt talk to him.. prob tonight will try..haha.

then after prac was so tiring.. whole body was like boiling >.< then supposed to meet Raymond for movie at AMK la.. but in e end changed plans cos last movie at 1030pm then too late le.. so met him at Hougang instead =) I was so touched and happy to receive his really thoughtful souvenir =') shall buy him lots when i go to the 3 countries!! so looking forward.. we chatted a lot a lot!!! till like 3am.. =) missed talking to him.. cos' it's so fun to chat with him.. don't know why everytime after chatting with him i feel assured again.. and abit angry with myself for not trusting him enough. =( but raymond's a really good guy =)) hope his back will recover soon.hai.. hear le xin tong man..poor thing =(( felt guilty for not being able to meet him on facebook or msn.. hai.. timing not zhun la!!

wanna watch movie with him soon!! whahahaha!!! =)))))

this whole week is tiring la!!! everyday co co co co co.. but co rocks la!! XD

hopefully ah mei and mum can join us to HK next thurs.. and my driving next thurs PLEASE PASS JOYCE!!!!!!

Singapore Polytechnic Chinese Orchestra Annual Concert

Date: 30 May 2010 Sunday
Time: 730pm
Venue: Singapore Conference Hall
Tickets: $10

Interested pls let me know!! Help support!! Many nice pieces!! =)) Im performing..lol


Singapore Youth Chinese Orchestra Annual Concert 2010 – Dauntless Spirit

Date: 5 June 2010 Saturday
Time: 8pm
Venue: Singapore Conference Hall
Tickets: Buy from sistic =))

Help support.. Dizi Duet piece performed by Jonathan and Hsien Han =)) yay! ^^
Im performing too..lol

Today finally went to see the die da yi shen for my sprained left ankle.. sprained it unknowingly like on tuesday night after run with Shirley.. but didn't even knew I actually sprained it until after dessert when I stood up..>.< then thought was just muscle cramp or something.. mum helped me massage for 3 days but still not getting better.. so think so check better..

Lol.. i thought it would be so painful.. but ended up not pain at all.. the physician only cracked my ankle 3 times on the 3 different positions.. =) actually told the counter that I wanted to see the old physician Dr Siah.. but in e end she gave me his son.. but ok la.. =)

yay.. so happy cos not as pain as the previous days.. it was torture before man!! >.< especially thursday's paper when i needed to walk so long and far to school.. it was so painful till I needed to buy painkillers.. bought the ankle support like also no use..

Anyway!!! exams are OVER!! FINALLY!! =D yay!! wanna spend this long holiday to catch up with friends!! go out go overseas!! co!! haha.. hopefully more gigs!!

still havent heard from raymond yet.. hope he is doing fine ba.. hai..

ok.. hmm.. so after exams on thurs, went to meet william for dinner..lol.. had a nice catching up with him..he emo guy..lol! =X opps. then after that went to meet ZhiQian for beer..he's like my beer khaki la.. =) missed drinking..

Friday went to have lunch with my SE3221 group members.. we went to Ion B3 chinese restaurant.. the Asian Kitchen i think.. ate duck! my fav!! =) hee... it feels good to meet up with group mates after school term.. my first gathering with project mates actually.. previous semester had another group.. but then in the end..*DANG* and my bluetooth headset is still with the guy.. but nvm.. dun need it..

After that went to meet mum, ah mei and jason for movie for mother's day cos mum likes kungfu movies! me too! treated them to IP MAN 2. super duper AWESOME!! =) 5* man! fun! after that went to City Square Mall to have dinner together.. went to the Chinese Restaurant to eat. super nice! Jason treated us 80% and i treated 20% lol.. cos movie i paid ma.. =)) after that went to walk around and treated mum n mei to yoghurt! jason went home after dinner...

Today after returning home from the clinic, was going to bathe.. then realised have to tie plastic bag around my foot cos my foot needs to be wrapped for 2 days..hai..then the plastic bag fail lor.. in e end my bandage got wet! and then the herb like came out.. so yellow..hai.. used hair dryer to dry it.. then went to buy bandage to wrap another layer so wont look disgusting.

Went to meet ah jie rachel and her maid at city hall..with mum and ah mei.. then we went to TCC for tea..=) heehee.. then went to walk around at Sun Tec..Rachel's so cute la! haha!

After that went to meet yew ying at bugis.. we watched Animal Farm at the NLB Theatre Centre.. =) the play was good! my 3rd time watching a theatre play this year.. i think theatre's really interesting! hope to design more music and sound for theatre next time! Cos' i dont think i can act as well yet.. =X

had fun watching play and having dinner with him.. he's still as lame as ever..=X haha! but nice la =)

so stressed now! I realised my overseas trip clash with SYCO practices! shld i go phuket or not? but i want to go! hai.. HK and Jarkata are confirmed alrdy!! oh man!! why no weekend only? T_T

Really look forward to holidays!!One more paper tmr and i'm done with it!! look forward to my 2 overseas trip in june to HK and Jarkata and July to Bali!! Oh man! I hope all 3 trips are confirmed!! now it's like only Jarkata is confirmed.. but who knows whether there'll be any last min changes!

Having mixed feelings these few weeks.. feel like running away and hoping it wont happen. Hai.. thinking of having so many things I wanna do too.. but all need money.. must go find part time le! Hope to have more gigs! Cos I love performing! better than doing those 9-6 office jobs..>.<" hai.. gigs please come to me!!

I miss him.. haven't receive his reply since like sun? hope he is safe there.. I guess he's still the only person who truly understands me.. =( though I don't understand him as much as he does.. =X But I really want to..

This yr's Mother's Day will be so different from last yr's. Really loved having dinner with his family! It was so fun and heartwarming =) Feel like buying something for his mum but feel so weird without him around..

Really look forward to JUNE!! but then think can't meet him that much too.. cos of overseas.. and now I'm having mixed feelings about going overseas or not..lol

oh man.. what am i thinking again? but it's really great to have such a wonderful friend like him.. I must treasure our friendship even more!! my BFF!! ^_^

Shld I try Shisha? Sounds like a few of my friends have tried it b4..and say it's not smelly..(cos i really hate the smelly cigarette smell>.<) but i checked about it online..and it's like 20times worse than cigarette.. maybe after trying I can understand how it's like to be a smoker? and how to quit?

but on the other hand.. i don't wanna harm my health! >.<

And why is my little sister so brave?

going to study now~ tata~ ^^

Happy Labour day! And Happy Birthday to my niece and Bee yan! =))

This morning went swimming with shirley!! was quite a rush.. didn't have time to chat with her.. =(( after that, went to ah jie's house for Rachel's 5th bday party.. =)) im so glad she loved the present i bought for her =D Bought her a doll!

then went to sim lim sq to buy ink cartridge =) still much cheaper than the original one.. bought compatible.. then before that Angie called n asked whether wanna go sentosa for dinner at 7pm.. lol.. so in e mean time, wanted to find a place to study.. but sian!! National Library was closed!! argh! so wanted to find a place cafe to sit down and revise my work.. but iluma's coffee bean was full..

so walked to bugis junction's starbucks.. luckily managed to find a place.. it was so warm outside.. and crowded inside! then needed to buy a drink so i was queuing up at the cashier.. then realised the queue was super slow.. and counter ppl not v efficient.. then an angmoh behind me started to suggest to the manager who was serving at the counter to let him know that they should do something about the flow of the queue cos he noticed it was going slow as well.. then the manager don't know is no EQ or didnt attend his customer service course.. started to misinterpret what the angmoh was saying.. and started to say something so sarcastic to the poor angmoh that he will take his order first since the angmoh seemed like he was in e rush. And the angmoh explained to the manager saying that no he was not.. but he was just suggesting to him.. but the manager still insisted to take his order first..despite having a few more ppl in front of the queue including myself.

Then the angmoh was really nice and reasonable and thought about us. Then he told the manager that why not he serve the front customers first cos' he's like indirectly cutting queue.. and u know wad the stupid manager said? he said that those ppl in front were not rushing for time so didnt need to take order first.. i was like what the freaking hell! Im sure the angmoh also felt the same way.. wth la! then i couldnt take it.. and purposely looked at the manager and told him my order.. to show him that what he said was a total rubbish..what we were not in a rush.. -.- lol.. don't know how he became the manager..

after that stayed there to study for a few hours before meeting the rest at vivo at 7pm =) hee went to universal to watch the fireworks and had dinner there.. it was fun.. =) but tired.. and guilty.. cos' i havent finished studying..haix.. tues and thurs paper.. the rest went to watch iron man 2.. think they must be in e cinema now.. lol.. =))

dear best friend.. hope you've safely reached taiwan.. gonna miss you for 1 month..

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